I am totally back on track. I started going to a 10 week (every day) boot camp in the mornings, followed by an hour of cardio at the gym. At night I go back to the gym (3x's a week) to take a spin class. I love spin.. and I am BY FAR the most out of shape person in the room!!! I feel so good. It's almost like a euphoria... a natural high. Now I know what the skinny people are talking about. I am laughing more, have more energy to play with my kids, and I am having a great time with my husband. I have to say that I am so fortunate that I have a husband who supports me to the point that he watches the kids (after working a midnight) for hours while I am gone working on me. I know he feels that I deserve to finally focus on me instead of ignoring myself and only taking care of my husband and kids. He's even cleaning for me while I am gone!!!!

I am definitely sore... ok, I admit I am in PAIN because I am working muscles that have been asleep for years and they are angry!!! In some sick way, I love the pain. It serves as a constant reminder of how hard I am working.

I have decided to give myself a gift of a massage when I lose 20 lbs from this weight. I really need one so I hope the pounds fly off of me!!!

I will report my weight on Saturday (the scale has not budged in a while, so send me some positive vibes).